Maybe You Don’t Know It

Maybe you do not know it,

But there are days that I'm stay alone in the park,

thinking about the past.

I think about the things that I could have done differently,

I think of the words that have come out of my mouth,

I think about the good times,

I think of the bad ones;

It gives me nostalgia, it causes me suffering.

I can not forget the past;

It's part of my life,

It’s who I am..

Maybe you do not know it,

But there are nights that I cry myself to sleep.

It hurts that you have hurt me,

It hurts to have hurt you.

Our friendship has no qualms,

It never will.

It has a crack in the middle,

A crack as big as a cannon.

And it hurts, because I loved you, I loved you too much.

We disappointed each other,

And now we are strangers.

I used to love you unconditionally,

But I think you didn’t love me enough.

Maybe you do not know it,

But I think of you every day

And I wonder what would happen to us if things had ended differently?